Friday, July 29, 2011

Love & Fear

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I love walking around in my bedroom when I turn on my scented gel.  The smell it’s just so fresh and makes me not wanting to leave the room at all.

I love sleeping to soothing music and even sometimes my favourite drama/sitcoms. They just make me want to dream good things and forget about the bad things. Sometimes, it's the only way I can sleep.


I love when I need somebody, my family are always there even when I don't ask for it, and how much I matter to them, making me feel all the more important than this weird existence I have. They make me want to live my life to the very fullest.


I love it when my whole family gathers and we just talk and eat and talk and eat and after, we'll just goofing around, watching movies and share stories about our day, laughing like we don't need anything else.


I love sunny days where it's nice and cool yet I can still feel the warmth of the sun on my skin. It just makes a great day to be out and just take off my shoes, sitting on the grass while reading a good book for hours.
 
I love staying up until the wee hours of the night just chatting or watching my favourite dramas.    

I love listening to my parents talking about how they grew up and the things they went through in their lives.  Their journey, stories they share always have strength, happiness, sadness and carries a significant meaning in their life.

I love going to the lakes and waterfalls and when I soak my foot into the water it feels like a breath of fresh air and the safest I've ever been.



I have this extremely strong fear of not being able to live my life the way I want to. Ever since I was younger, I hated it when somebody told me how my life should and would be. I'm scared that in the future I'll just be another robot in this consumed driven galaxy and I scare myself with this thought everyday.

I'm afraid my family might just fall apart over the dumbest things.

I’m afraid of snakes.   I would scream and freaked out when I see them whether it’s in tv or just pictures of them in the magazines etc.  I’d go all cold and stiff when I see the real one. I never know whether to run or to just stay still. I actually cried once because one got really close to my body.  I often freaked when they just poked me with fake snakes.

I have this weird fear of unnecessary loud noises. Nobody knows about this because I somewhat got over it but sometimes it does come back to haunt me.

This would be considered cliché but I'm scared of the thought of ever losing my loved ones. I can't even imagine days without them ever coming back and sometimes I even selfishly ask to be taken first so I won't suffer without them.

I get scared, when it comes to relationships, to truly let myself be vulnerable.

I'm afraid I'll never live up to my dreams/plans like how I've always imagined. I'm scared that everything I do in life will be so not important, nobody will remember who I was. I just don't want to fail when it comes to my own life.

I fear I won't ever find somebody who could handle me and my feelings.

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Wednesday, July 27, 2011

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Friday, July 1, 2011

Tahajjud Cinta

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Drama baru yang akan ditayangkan di dalam slot Zehra di TV3 bermula pada 8 Julai ini (Jumaat) jam 9 malam.  

Drama terbitan syarikat produksi Rumah Karya Citra adalah sebanyak 13 episod membariskan pelakon popular antaranya Fazura, Fouziah Gous, Eman Manan, Remy Ishak, Shahz Jaszle, Tiz Zaqyah, Aaron Aziz, Tan Sri Datuk Dr. Jins Shamsudin dan Neelofa.  

Turut berlakon Norish Karman, Datuk Ahmad Tamimi Siregar, Dira Abu Zahar, Ziela Jalil, Azizah Mahzan, Fazreen, Heryanto, Fadhilah Mansor dan Melissa Saila.

Pengarah dan pelakon Erma Fatima, mengambil langkah membariskan 19 pelakon popular dalam drama arahannya untuk mendapatkan impak yang luar biasa selain menyampaikan mesej kepada penonton drama ini.

Synopsis

Mengisahkan mengenai sahabat iaitu Citra Maisarah (lakonan Fazura), Seri (Fauziah Gous) tidak dapat lari dari cinta dan kasih sayang. Citra telah jatuh cinta dengan Azihan (lakonan Shah Jazle) seorang lelaki yang sangat berpegang teguh kepada agama. Emelda (kakak kepada Citra ) ada masalah dengan teman lelakinya dan dia sangat lemah untuk mengahadapi masalah dalam percintaan.

Citra dan Seri pulang ke Malaysia dan Citra berjanji kepda dirinya untuk membela hak hak kaum wanita dari ditindas kaum lelaki. Citra ingin membukti jugak kepada keluarganya yang dia akan berjuang demi hak kaum wanita yang tertindas di zaman sekarang ni. Citra jugak ingin memperjuangkan hak kakaknya yang ditindas oleh abang iparnya.

Manakala Seri yang telah jatuh cinta buat pertama kali tapi entah macam mana dan dia telah berkorban untuk berkahwin dan menjadi isteri keempat kepada seorang ustaz. Ustaz ni pulak bapa kepada Solahudin (Remy).
Dapatkah Citra dan Solahudin, menyelamatkan Seri ( Fauziah Gous) dari menjadi isteri keempat. Solahudin tidak mahu menjadi anak derhaka. Sampai bila Solahudin sanggup melihat ayahnya hidup dlm kemungkaran, menggunakan agama untuk kepentingan nafsu.

Saya sangat suka kebanyakan drama sekarang ini yang lebih menampilkan perempuan bertudung dan juga jalan cerita yang berfokus kepada isu-isu kemasyarakatan.


Selamat menonton :-) 




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